I should be studing for my mid term later but i am using a bit of toilet break to blog out. Blogging is my form of destressing.  I am getting married next month.  To be exactly, i am getting married in 19 day’s time. Guess what? I had my worst day yesterday!!

I broke down on the reception desk and cried for the whole 15 minutes before the guy ask his superior. He was initially very firm in not giving me a chance but i did have vaild reasons. Honestly, i did not have to get married so early. Kk’s granny pass away so i have to follow the customs to get married within 100 days and this is when everything went haywire.

I am confident to prepare my wedding if i had the America time. But the fact is i dun have. I had to work, study and prepare for mid term. I had to fit the planning of my wedding in the minimum free time that is left. I really think Kk hasn’t been a great help to me at all. I dun like his excuse that he is unfamiliar of the customs here. I mean can’t he do some homework online, i also do not know the customs and i google it out. He can’t be busier then me right? He is only working. Yes, i am bitter that he land me into this shit and why can’t we just ROM?

My mum is also another problematic one. She can always get me agitated with her rubbish. Yes, i know she is my mum but recently she is really causing me lots of trouble. I really do not want to upset her with the customs but she always give me suprises to what she want. I mean shouldn’t her decide on what she want? She will always say up to us but the fact is SHE WANTS THEM‼

The only person that is helpful is my dad. He is aleays talking to my mum. He is alwats the one “forcing” my mum to make decisions. He even tell me that i could have his room till my wedding just bec i joking say that he did not keep his promise to let me have my own room after my O level. Honestly, i have given up hope to get my own room after poly so whether or not i get is just like a bonus to me. But I am stilll touched and appreciated hia action esp feeling so helpless yesterday. I did told him what happen yesterday just now but i avoid my crying part. 

After ranting do much, still have to say i love my mum very much but really hope she can be more “随便”
to make my life better bec this is the most stressful time of my life.

Special thanks to all my friends and my twitter friends for the support. I did not rant so much at my facebook bec of some reasons, i really appreciated those who give me the jia yous at a time like this and i am fine now. Not to forget the Singapore ROM for giving me an exception bec i know even if with the vaild reasons, it is still subjected to their considerations. Thanks for making my wedding perfect.